Thought Canvas

Hidup adalah serangkain keputusan yang kita ambil. keputusan yang merangkai paragraf demi pragraf cerita kehidupan yang kita buat sendiri, dengan kita sebagai karakter utamanya. Bulan lalu, saya semakin menjadi tua saja, kini saya berusia 19 tahun 1 bulan kurang. Sebelumnya umur hanya seperti serangkaian angka, tapi nyatanya sama seperti berat badan, ketika angkanya membesar ternyata berbuah kegalauan juga. Di umur yang semakin renta ini, threshold sebelum tahun depan saya bisa di bilang berkepala dua, dan sudah hidup kurang lebih 2 dekade, (I have a goosebumbs just by imagining) tentu banyak yang telah saya peroleh. Namun seperti layaknya setiap kegalauan yang membawa kita termenung, tuanya saya justru membuat saya takut. takut untuk jadi dewasa, takut meninggalkan masa remaja yang penuh rasa menyenagkan dan pragmatisme. apa saya siap? siap untuk melepas atribut atribut keremajaan dan beranjak dewasa? atau selamanya saya terjebak di batas realita, yah sama saja seperti keengg...

How many of you think you have already got everything figured out? that is, you dont need to learn anything else, because you've learned everything there is to know. how many of you who thought of it, got yourself caught in difficult situation that force yourself to succumb to the fact that life still has too many to offer? It's damn right that life is unpredictable. What could be your most useful skill today could turn out to be things that hold your back from progress.  We will never, on the other hand, learn anything to do to fix this if we failed to open up our mind, and let our cups to remain all empty-or half empty at least. and there is going to be times that woke us up from our long beautiful dream just to found ourselves got caught in the middle of uncomfortable situation, let just say, in a middle of a fire. yeah we usually realized just at the wrong time-when it's too late. but that still better than those who didnt even realize that they are going throug...